This is the drawing I drew last week. It is from the heavily snowy day in November (see the original photo in my previous blog). Last time I drew a picture like this was about 10 years ago. I still remembered some basics. Maybe I should draw more. Let’s see.
So far my December was pretty rough. I had an argument with one of my best friends-Guillaume. Then everything went down down down… It was actually 3 weeks ago but it felt like the time was so slow. Isn’t it strange that we feel that when we are happy, time goes so fast and when we are unhappy, time goes slower? Some say that time is relative. I probably agree with that. It is relative and our time runs in different pace even if we all have 24 hours a day. Another thing is that when time goes by, it kills and heals in the same time. Though I wasn’t sure about my case this if it’s because the time heals or because I start to let go.
Emotion is something that is unstable. It goes up and down all the time. When it goes up, it seems to be fine, but when it goes down, then there might be a problem. Some say that we shouldn’t ignore and neglect the negative feelings because they can make us grow. We can let them stay and feel them. They can make us stronger and wiser. I guess it works the same way as everyone. When you suffer so much, at one point, you just get over it, let go, and move on. Next time you feel down, you should be able to get up faster than the previous time. I believe it doesn’t mean you get numb but you just get better at how to handle your emotion. All is just the matter of time, I suppose.
Apart from the drama, there wasn’t much. My study was about to end. I almost finished all courses and would start my master thesis in January when sky starts to get bright again. So this would probably be my last blog of this year since Christmas was coming soon. Like many people do, isn’t it a good time to leave all the mess and start something new, again?
I wish you all a merry Christmas and a happy New Year :)
See you in 2017,
PS Guillaume and I talked through it already and we were cool again, I supposed ;)