Conversation of Insanity
+ Why don’t you apologise them?
– It’s not my fault. Why do I have to feel sorry?
+ You messed it up. That’s the point. You just told someone to stay calm a few weeks ago. Don’t you remember?
– But I didn’t begin. They made me critical.
+ It doesn’t matter whether you began or not. They are your beloved friends. Just say sorry. That won’t kill you.
– Why does it has to be me who always lose in the end?
+ This is not a competition, stubborn bastard! You are hurting friends. Don’t you see?
– They hurt me as well.
+ So what? You’re taking a revenge. Is this called friendship? Now, don’t you see who hurts the most huh?
– …but they excluded me. Didn’t you feel that, Mr. Hypocrite?
+ I know. I feel, but it’s just a few sentences and I wasn’t there at that moment. Why would I have to take it such a big deal?
– Because you would take it for granted and I’m sure if you stayed calm and did nothing, there would be the next time, and FYI, I acted, unlike you.
+ Stop being resentful, kid. People always make a mistake.
– I know and this is my mistake, but not my fault!
+ You know. Good for you. Don’t you wanna fix it, Mr. Heartless?
– I’m not heartless.
+ Mr. Cold and Dry.
– I’m not cold and dry.
+ Prove it.
– Okay okay, I will fix it.
+ When?
– I don’t know.
+ What are you waiting for?
– I’m not sure. I’m afraid. I don’t know if there is some love left for me.
+ Is it that tough? Why are you so weak with this easy step? Don’t you forget that you have less than 46 weeks left for seeing those guys?
– What if they don’t want to see me?
+ Then, what about the past that you’ve been through together?
– But it’s just a few months. How can I be sure?
+ Stop being doubtful and selfish. You know that you have nothing here. If they don’t want to be back, you won’t lose anything.
– What if they don’t forgive me?
+ At least, you give it a shot and learn something. Plus, you screwed them up. What do you think you deserve? It’s not your business. You just do your best and let them decide.